filling up

20 06 2011

oh boy.

for the first time in 7 months i have no assignment pending. i’m free to do whatever i please.

what to do – what to do?

first, i’m going to start tidying my long-suffering house. kitty will have to find a safe spot while i suck up everything that is loose on the floors (and walls for that matter).

then, i’m going to have a bath. a long bath with candles and chocolate and something bubbly.  someone may need to turn the pages of my book and feed me – it’s more elegant that way.

afterwards, well… i’m just going to roll around on the clean floor and laugh and sing – there may be dancing.

at some point i’ll start creating a fabulous meal and i’ll giggle and tell funny stories to kitty (and m who is injured and recovering at home with limited mobility).

zuzu will come home, soon after, and i’ll run to the door with my frilly red apron on, over my crisp and white ironed shirt and pretty, poppy skirt, and fling it open. we’ll embrace and i’ll feed her veggie crudités with home-made dip and warm-from-the-oven plump chocolate chip cookies with a glass of milk. we’ll sit at the round table and share highlights of our days.

ooh, a movie. a poignant, funny, dramatic, obscure, romantic movie – i guess it’ll have to be French. then, a book i’ve always meant to read, like – The Mill on the Floss or The Good Earth.

gracious me – there’s still so much left to do.  thankfully, i have a three WEEKS to fill with all this joy and abundance and gratitude…


she who ponders fondly, eats cream buns

20 06 2010

Some days I know exactly what I want.

I just love that kind of certainty and feel a responsibility to follow through with my every last desire. I know it makes me sound like a hedonist but I prefer to believe I am acting on my authentic instincts.

Today, I was feeling like a delicate wee flower so I gave myself permission to lay around drinking tea and eating cream buns and reveling in my passion for poetry.  As I perused my old favourites, I began to think about the combination of fine poetry and food. What a powerful marriage!

Here are some beauties…

William Carlos Williams, one of the early imagist poets, presents his message with elegant yet simple and concise language. He paints a superbly clean visual picture.

This Is Just to Say

I have eaten

the plums

that were in

the icebox

and which

you were probably


for breakfast

Forgive me

they were delicious

so sweet

and so cold

by William Carlos Williams

The incredible Chilean poet,  Pablo Neruda’s collection of work – Elemental Odes,  contains beautiful poems celebrating commonplace items:  Ode to Wine, Ode to Salt, Ode to a Lemon, Ode to an Artichoke and others. Here is one of his elegant and brilliantly evocative pieces.

Ode to Tomatoes

The street

filled with tomatoes



light is





its juice


through the streets.

In December,


the tomato


the kitchen,

it enters at lunchtime,


its ease

on countertops,

among glasses,

butter dishes,

blue saltcellars.

It sheds

its own light,

benign majesty.

Unfortunately, we must

murder it:

the knife


into living flesh,



a cool




populates the salads

of Chile,

happily, it is wed

to the clear onion,

and to celebrate the union





child of the olive,

onto its halved hemispheres,



its fragrance,

salt, its magnetism;

it is the wedding

of the day,



its flag,


bubble vigorously,

the aroma

of the roast


at the door,

it’s time!

come on!

and, on

the table, at the midpoint

of summer,

the tomato,

star of earth,


and fertile



its convolutions,

its canals,

its remarkable amplitude

and abundance,

no pit,

no husk,

no leaves or thorns,

the tomato offers

its gift

of fiery color

and cool completeness.

by Pablo Neruda

And of course, D. H Lawrence whose ability to glory in the language of food – fruit in particular – stimulates much existential pondering.


The proper way to eat a fig, in society,

Is to split it in four, holding it by the stump,

And open it, so that it is a glittering, rosy, moist, honied, heavy-petalled four-petalled flower.

Then you throw away the skin

Which is just like a four-sepalled calyx,

After you have taken off the blossom with your lips.

But the vulgar way

Is just to put your mouth to the crack, and take out the flesh in one bite.

Every fruit has its secret.

The fig is a very secretive fruit.

As you see it standing growing, you feel at once it is symbolic:

And it seems male.

But when you come to know it better, you agree with the Romans, it is female.

Excerpt from Figs by D.H Lawrence

What a delightful way to spend an afternoon.  I highly recommend a decadent day, once in a while, where many of your greatest joys are within reach and all that is required of you is to appreciate the details.

By the way: All the spicy possibilities of my  Dandylion Extravaganza are gently simmering in my mind and I have every good reason to expect a cohesive vision to appear on the morrow  – or  henceforth or nigh.  (The lofty language is a consequence of my afternoon reading 20th century poetry.  This too shall pass).